fucking heart broken.

I haven’t been able to hold my grandmother in 5 years.

and 5 years ago, it was my first time holding her in 10 years.

I haven’t been able to grow with her,hug her, share laughs with her because of fucking money. (btw, she lives in honduras) 

I received a phone call from my mom today… 

and my grandmother is beyond fucking sick.

real shit, I need prayers. 

I’m usually the positive one, I’m usually the one who uplifts those in need,

but she’s in need, and I’m broken.

If anyone knows of any visa type websites, grants and shit. please let me know, I don’t know where to start, I don’t know where to look, all I’m asking is for help. Having my grandmother here and getting her the correct treatment is everything right now.